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Wednesday, 22 May 2013

Ready to collapse

Double post! Surprise, surprise! I'm pretty much ready to hit the sack despite it only being 5:13 pm...and I have a business report to complete. Just a day left until my report is actually due, but I am glad for tomorrow...I don't have school (my agenda is completely free except that I need to focus on finishing my report!).

Sometimes, I am truly grateful for the people in my life, and I hope to meet many more influential and inspirational people down the road :)

I had some delicious bakery from Chinatown! It's been a while since I had anything so mouth-watering yet satisfying ;). I wish I had shopped for their cheap snacks!
Blogging in the morning

I am not even sure if I have ever blogged this early in the morning before! It's currently 5:57 AM. I have written in my journal at this time before, and it is really no different I suppose. Already, the sun is peeking from behind the eastern horizon. I truly love that about summer approaching - it is no longer dark! I don't have anything else against winter or anything, but I am more comfortable with the mere fact that the light will be around for a longer time...although winter season means holidays :).

Two more days left before this semester ends. I got my results from a final I took on Monday, and I guess I am satisfied with how I did, but there is always that voice in the back of your mind that tells you that you could have done better, and I agree, but hey, I tried to cram a semester's worth over the weekend. It is not the greatest idea...as of now, I am just simply waiting and dying for the semester to end - the hardest part is to get through the final. I really hate how they do that...but everyone has been through it before.

I think I might have gotten another sleep paralysis last night. Ugh, I really hate how my anxiety gets the best of me. :(. I really need to get that under control.

Tuesday, 21 May 2013

Tuesdays

Ok, I know the title isn't as creative as I would like for it be...but today was some Tuesday...nothing in particular happened except for my 30 question business statistics final. It's been pretty crazy lately because I've been studying for cumulative finals back to back, and I am pretty much burnt out right now. So, after taking my health final yesterday morning, I had only several hours left to study for my math cumulative final which took place at 10:45 am. And prior to the final, I had to meet up with my group mates for a project, which is due this Friday...jesus, I'm going crazy. I think the worst part of the day was taking the final itself because I blanked out, and my stomach was growling in class (embarrassing, but hey, it happens!) So, I'm brain dead and hungry, and I was ready to die right there and then...and I was in the middle of the test. I really hate it when I blank out (it's actually the first time it happened for me in a while...), and let me tell you, it wasn't pleasant. It was a dramatic chain reaction. My mind was confused, and I couldn't function or think properly for the next 20 minutes. I am not even sure how I recuperated, but it's not fun to take a test on an empty stomach...trust me on that. I am so glad it's over...as of now, all I care about is passing that darn test. The grade doesn't even mean anything to me anymore.

I came home extremely ravenous! I feasted like a king, but it was good! :)

Now time to tackle that 10 to 15 page essay due Friday...which I have barely started.

Thursday, 25 April 2013

Packed Day

I had quite a packed schedule today, and I was so sluggish this morning. I was literally ready to pass out in the morning, but I forced myself to stay awake...it is difficult to do, especially when you feel like your head is pounding like crazy!! I don't even know how I survived, but I was trying to study for my accounting midterm, which takes place in about two weeks; I am so not ready, and I am not even sure what's going to happen in the next few weeks. It's amazing how so much can change in a short amount of time...:(. I had an interview today that didn't go too well, but that's okay. I really try to learn from my mistakes, but then again, I feel that I've lost a good opportunity! But there are other opportunities along the way, right? Worse comes to worse...I just never get that internship, which may give me a booster when I come out of college...but I will think about that later on. For now, I'm going to focus on what's in front of me, and what I need to finish. Focus on what you can control, not something out of your reach. Truly, that is the most accurate saying ever. There is seriously no point in worrying something out of your control even though I have a tendency to do that...it is quite tormenting and exhausting...and...unnecessary.

I think I'm going to call it a night. I really miss writing or blogging!! I feel like my writing has slowly been worsening over the years, or maybe it's just me :P. Nonetheless, May is approaching!! I see a peak of light over the horizontal :)

Monday, 22 April 2013

My eyes can barely open

I am very sleepy. It's most likely due to lack of sleep. Honestly, I am not even sure what I have accomplished these past few days, but I have a lot of things on my agenda in the coming days and weeks that I do not really want to think about anything, but just enjoy this moment as I write away.

It's your regular Monday, however, the weather turned out to be very lovely today : it was unusually warm, and it's a nice change from the usual fog that hovers the city :)

Currently, I'm doing some research on some companies for my formal report for my Business Communications class; one of the companies (out of the three that I selected) that I chose to do research on is actually quite interesting - probably because I love fashion so much. I really wonder what it takes to work in the fashion industry at times...people often tell me it is extremely competitive. I suppose everyone has a passion for fashion, but those working in the actual field have an extreme passion for fashion :P.

A girl can only dream :]